EIGHTY EIGHT31.10.2025
so i had a dream where i touched something that did not belong to me. i want that now, everything that doesn’t belong to me. i want to touch light, i have always wanted to. i think the last couple of years have sobered me up, just slightly so, but i woke up from a dream this morning and reached out and my fingers clenched around the flesh of my love and fuck if i know if there is any other more magical feeling to live for. that is not enough, of course, he isn’t the only person who has cooked for me, taken care of me, what else would i like to have then? i wonder about that a lot.
so i had a dream where i touched something that did not belong to me. i want that now, everything that doesn’t belong to me. i want to touch light, i have always wanted to. i think the last couple of years have sobered me up, just slightly so, but i woke up from a dream this morning and reached out and my fingers clenched around the flesh of my love and fuck if i know if there is any other more magical feeling to live for. that is not enough, of course, he isn’t the only person who has cooked for me, taken care of me, what else would i like to have then? i wonder about that a lot.