FIFTY SIX03.09.2021
it is so funny, i took this picture three months ago, and everything i wanted then, i have now, and everything i had then, is lost to me somehow. i remember, i had someone with me when i did take this picture, and i haven't seen them in the last two months or so. every day is flowing around me. today i am here and i am at peace. yesterday, i had a conversation about this with somebody. i know this because i forgave myself. i know this because i forgive myself. this is what i have observed in the past few weeks, i can fuck up as much as is possible, i can fuck up in the worst way possible, i make mistakes at unbelievable frequency, i have made so many mistakes, but eventually, it is alright. it always is. eventually, i forgive myself, eventually, i am at peace.
it is so funny, i took this picture three months ago, and everything i wanted then, i have now, and everything i had then, is lost to me somehow. i remember, i had someone with me when i did take this picture, and i haven't seen them in the last two months or so. every day is flowing around me. today i am here and i am at peace. yesterday, i had a conversation about this with somebody. i know this because i forgave myself. i know this because i forgive myself. this is what i have observed in the past few weeks, i can fuck up as much as is possible, i can fuck up in the worst way possible, i make mistakes at unbelievable frequency, i have made so many mistakes, but eventually, it is alright. it always is. eventually, i forgive myself, eventually, i am at peace.