FORTY EIGHT21.03.2021
i don’t feel grounded at all, my heart stops when i lay down to sleep because my mind is left so far behind, it is missing from my skull almost every night. things pass by in a blur, it was today just now, and now it isn’t today anymore, and i am absolutely unaware of how everything just kept happening, but this one thing i am sure about, in the space between now and then, now and yesterday, whenever, in this space between everything else, is love. always. something beautiful. always.
i don’t feel grounded at all, my heart stops when i lay down to sleep because my mind is left so far behind, it is missing from my skull almost every night. things pass by in a blur, it was today just now, and now it isn’t today anymore, and i am absolutely unaware of how everything just kept happening, but this one thing i am sure about, in the space between now and then, now and yesterday, whenever, in this space between everything else, is love. always. something beautiful. always.