SEVENTY10.09.2022
not gonna lie, i felt that shit in my blood, when you said you didn't want to sleep next to me anymore then came running back like i had had nothing to do with my time. when i sit down with myself there is no in between, there is either a desire to run or sensations that feel like another realm trying to reach out to me, trying to speak. i realize how much responsibility coasts on the insufficiency of a thought, on the insufficiency of a dream, my thoughts wander infinitely but when i call you now and again you help me bring them back to myself, which is all well and good until i start kneel again.
not gonna lie, i felt that shit in my blood, when you said you didn't want to sleep next to me anymore then came running back like i had had nothing to do with my time. when i sit down with myself there is no in between, there is either a desire to run or sensations that feel like another realm trying to reach out to me, trying to speak. i realize how much responsibility coasts on the insufficiency of a thought, on the insufficiency of a dream, my thoughts wander infinitely but when i call you now and again you help me bring them back to myself, which is all well and good until i start kneel again.