SEVENTY FOUR16.10.2022
lost so many things in the past month or so, i wonder about how i haven’t lost myself yet. sundays i love because i can fold into myself, i can allow myself to not think about things, i walk around and i feel like i can melt, disintegrate maybe, and i feel so completely whole, so much at peace. to be able to do little things i love, feels like a blessing, to be able to spend time with people i love, with myself, just being, feels like a blessing. if half of my heart goes under, i might still just make it through, i might wake up and decide to be a different person next week, but for now this seems to work good.
lost so many things in the past month or so, i wonder about how i haven’t lost myself yet. sundays i love because i can fold into myself, i can allow myself to not think about things, i walk around and i feel like i can melt, disintegrate maybe, and i feel so completely whole, so much at peace. to be able to do little things i love, feels like a blessing, to be able to spend time with people i love, with myself, just being, feels like a blessing. if half of my heart goes under, i might still just make it through, i might wake up and decide to be a different person next week, but for now this seems to work good.