THREE03.12.2015
i will not be back when it is nine, when was the last time so much longing washed unto you? when was the last time you were left gasping like that? when was the last time your bones quivered with lust?
every unknown call is my name spelled in digits, you are waiting and the waiting eats at your heart, you realize how much you have lost now, when you do not see my skin under your fingers, no naive eyes, no shaking lips. you understand it when the emptiness of your cool sheets swallows the atoms that your soul is made of.
i will stumble into your head, i will be lucid dreams that keep you awake, i know how much you hate my guts when your brain plays tricks like this, i know what you love, i saw it in your eyes when my teeth pierced your gut. i know what your heart wants, you forget that I've been inside it.
go home tonight and my absence will haunt your head. you will crumble against your door and hunt for my eyes in your darkness, hungry and livid, you know what salvations is now, when you cannot find it, when it is too late.
when was the last time you were left so weak?
i will not be back when it is nine, when was the last time so much longing washed unto you? when was the last time you were left gasping like that? when was the last time your bones quivered with lust?
every unknown call is my name spelled in digits, you are waiting and the waiting eats at your heart, you realize how much you have lost now, when you do not see my skin under your fingers, no naive eyes, no shaking lips. you understand it when the emptiness of your cool sheets swallows the atoms that your soul is made of.
i will stumble into your head, i will be lucid dreams that keep you awake, i know how much you hate my guts when your brain plays tricks like this, i know what you love, i saw it in your eyes when my teeth pierced your gut. i know what your heart wants, you forget that I've been inside it.
go home tonight and my absence will haunt your head. you will crumble against your door and hunt for my eyes in your darkness, hungry and livid, you know what salvations is now, when you cannot find it, when it is too late.
when was the last time you were left so weak?